I need to tell someone Ok, here goes nothing.
When I was 13 I discovered I was attracted to males. I always thought I was was straight but out of the blue I began to have fantasies involving men. I dated girls and NEVER told anyone I was a Bi-Sexual. I had a few girlfriends but never did anything sexually with anyone until now. Me and my family stayed at a hotel. I went to the gym and in the locker room I saw a cute guy. Although he was like 40 and I am 16 he began to check me out. He motioned for me to follow him and we went to a batheroom stall were he had oral sex. I left and did not know what to think. The next day I saw him at the pool. He invited me to his room and I followed. We talked, he seemed cool. We ended up having sex. I am telling you this because I always thought I would fall in live with a women and be happy, after this I don't know if I am gay or what. I still see one day getting married to a women but will it all be a lie? Help me out!! |