Easy. You out of school, right? Go on vacation to San Francisco. Hell, there's thousands of gays prancin' around there, so you can experiment in the name of science, and not feel like an outcast! Aren't I a smart son of a bitch?

but i dont have the money to do that......

and i think its just this one guy, i really havnt met ANYONE else that makes me feel like he does

Eh, welcome to the club. I know this AMAZING girl.....too bad she's straight. She knows I like her but she's cool with it. She still hangs around me like it's no problem. Which adds to her charm even more! But, I've learned to supress those feelings I have for her because I know it would hinder our friendship.

So, unless you find out the guy is gay, I wouldn't try anything funny. If you need help comin' out the closet, try joining a GSA group or somethin. They're everywhere and pretty darn helpful.

hey now. i dont think im gay. i think i might just b a little confused
maybe my brain just is making me think that hes like girly or something, even tho hes not at all...

damit...

This REALLY isn't the time for denial. You're confused. Don't rule out any possibilities. You might be as gay as Elton John for all we know.

As I was saying, join a GSA group. It doesn't label you as an Insta-Fag, and they can provide much more help than this forum. But hey, the hobo that lives down the street provides more help than this forum, so eh.