ok, letss start witht he thing that no one in my family cares about me, they'd woudlnt care even if im dead,i've had many and many fights with everyone for many years, tried to kill me twice, but then 2 friends, saved me, the only 2 i have, now i work not because i love to work, because i cant stand a minute in my house, and im saving for an apartment, the only bad thing is that i work in a deposit, soo i have to be with heavy machines for 10, sometimes 15 hours a day.
Dont get me wrong, im not emo or those thingss, im just a guy who doesnt want to live like this anymore, i just want to feel alive for a sec.
I love music, itsss my way of escaping from real life.
i've never had a gf, i think that im too fucking ugly to have one, but i dunno, soo as i never had a gf, i never had sex, cause i wont pay for sex, itss just a fucking dumbshit idea.
i finihed school, but couldnt get into college, rite now i only work all day, but as i said, i do it to forget all the day i had
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