Lately, i've been completely apathetic about almost everything.
I'm usually the type of person that tries my best in everything i do, and thinks about the consequences before doing things.
Like, before this "wave" of apathy, i would always do my best to do my homework, and i had stopped smoking weed as i had promised my best friend. Now i don't feel any pressure to do my work, and i smoke weed like it's nothing.
When it comes to school work, once i accept the fact that i'm gonna do bad, then i'm fine with it.
I used to be so motivated, and now, the motivation is just gone. Part of me thinks it's partially my friends' fault because they consider me like, the "dumb" one of the group because of how i act. before, i didn't let that bother me, but now it seems like i've just accepted the fact that they consider me dumb
it's like i don't feel like doing anything important anymore, and all i want to do is relax. it's like i'm bored in life. what do i do? how do i get the motivation back? if i let this go on, my grades will suffer even more, and it'll hurt my chances of getting into university.

i use to think the same way in 8th grade, except for the weed thing lol
just keep doing your best, prove them wrong...
after all that crap, it'll feel really good

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some times its good to not give a rats ass-jus force your self to do what you need to do and your forcing will hopefully motivate you-also if you give enuf of a shit to ask for advise on this then you obviously care a little-right-jus do shyt any ways and ingnore that pesky little voice that says it doesnt matter any ways

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KgjF1zM6wEY

Man i had exactly the same attitude, and still do.

I'm now unemployed with car Insurance, MOT and Tax due this month and I need my car to see my gf who lives 25 miles away.

Just set a target for yourself and try and aim for it.

Mine's going to be save up for an Audi A3 and get some work done on it.
But first i need a job, and career. So i'm going college starting next year to train as an electrician.
Easy pickings.

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"As long as there's free will, idiots will never learn"

nice!!! haha

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for a start...give up the weed!

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give up the weed then try and get straight A's. Don't accept anything always push for better. Also: setting goals for yourself(achievable ones preferred) is always good.

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I find signatures useless and stupid. I hope I never make one. O god damnit

not like really ez goals though

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they are for me (sorry for bragging) but the weed is prolly priority #1

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I find signatures useless and stupid. I hope I never make one. O god damnit

btw u already have a goal... to get into a university...
just keep thinking what your major is going to be
then search for a university that has that major (such as John Hopkins is special for medical)
then set out a goal to get in there

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