you know this really sounds like something i do. I try to find someone understanding and intelligent maybe a peer, sibling, anyone who has no power over(teachers, parents) you but is somehow close to you and have a serious talk with them, really pour out that anger.

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I find signatures useless and stupid. I hope I never make one. O god damnit

Too scared to do that, probably just randomly go nuts. Thing is, don't realise how much anger and sorrow is built up, I don't wanna sound like an emo or over-dramatic teen saying my life is pretty bad. But when you don't have internet or cable for two years, that your dad spent most his life in, haven't talk to my mom for 7 years now, and there is hardly any food in the house, it's kinda bad. The worse part is mmy dad makes $27 an hour while his gf makes $30(work same place, shes just been there longer) but it's because all these bullshit lies she made saying he hit her, and he went to jail for it, so he came out and got with her again and she admitted she lied. What kinda bs is that.

It also shows something my dad never went to jail untill he was 38, there is even more to this story where he should be sueing mack truck, he could sue a doctor, and we owned a $750,000 home with 3 vehicles one being a H2 hummer, it sucks to go from that, to pretty much nothing. Miss my old duplex that was like $50,000 on our side. Atleast that was cheap.

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wow, weird. I've felt that kinda thing before. I'm not an emotional guy (like almost to a fault). i rarely get noticeably excited for anything positive or externally sad or mad at things. At most it's usually just... apprehensive, like I'm waiting for something I know will happen. I used to have this really strange fear of getting really angry at anyone, like I'd flip and hospitalize them (which is ridiculous, cuz i'm not an incredibly powerful guy). still do somewhere in the back of my mind.

but I usually just find something to take my mind off of it. Either hanging with friends or working one of two jobs. I mean between that, I'm just always doing something. Don't really have time to notice that I don't very much. Also, I categorize my music by what feeling I associate it with so at least it comes through that way.

Homie just do what I do

Express yo' emotions in a bank or a convenience store, you'll be rewarded fo' yo' rage wit' cash and jewels

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ABOUT TO EAT DINNER, I PASSED UP 20 MCDONALDS TODAY. I COULDNT DO IT I'M ON A DIET,BUT MCDONALDS FRIES R THE BEST UM UM UM - Shaquille O'Neal postin' on his twitter page, in all his eloquence yo

0.0 Brother! Where have you been brother! =P

Best advice in this whole thread. Does a circuit city work? Lots of electronics, get a 100" plasma oh yeah, i'll be pissed off and won't remember, so don't ask me how I'll get it out.

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Ugh...God...Why do people try to talk like that? Its so...Pathetic...That "yo yo yo" crap only demeans you and your friends reputations on a larger scale.