Yeah, you're intimidating because you're a girl who STARES AT PEOPLE. xD

Anyways, Njord tried with a different girl today and wrote up about 5 pages on it, you'll find out why. These are just excerpts.
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9:05AM
Eye contact was made for at least3-5 seconds. It's hard to tell when all that adrenaline is pumping through your body. I wasn't nervous about doing it, but when she finally held my gaze, my chest blew up with a killer rush. It was almost like a high. She kept holding for way longer than I thought she would, and I almost felt uncomfotable doing it. I really had to fight the feeling to look away. She finally threw away her gaze (literally, it seemed har for her) and hid her face with her hair (which she has never done before). I refused to glance-back but I think she caught me still looking when she did, not totally sure. I concentrated on just looking away for 5 minutes, which was hard as fuck. However, I already know she's attracted to me so this will tell me if what I did was detrimental or extremely helpful. I feel like I can run about 5 miles, which I may have to do later.
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9:35AM
By the way guys, drop the eye contact after she drops her gaze, because then it turns into staring, which will creep her out when she does a glance-back and finds you still looking. The point is to give interest, then suddenly drop it. I'm not studying what it does for guys by teh way (status, etc..) but how it makes women feel. Right now, I'm curious to know if she's truly fighting the urge to look at me again, or if she is no longer interested. I may have scared her off, not sure.

10:15AM
Her body language was practically begging me to come sit next to her at lunch, which i refused to do and I have no idea why. However, it's evidence that the eye contaact did work, I just have to solidify it.

11:15AM
Met eyes again, for .5 secs. I haven't felt this anxiety for awhile now and it's almost crippling having it come back this strong. UDnno why my body is reacting this way to this girl when I can look the hottest girl in school right in the face with no fear. Debating talking to her. Reason so is, I have absolutely no idea what to say with all the tension between us. I think I'll just come out with it. Here's what I have so far:
"Hey, come here. Listen, because I'm just going to lay it all out. I'm pretty attracted to you, and don't really know why. I really can't get you off of my mind. So here's the deal:
Either you can talk me out of it and say I'm crazy
or, you could let me get to know you; maybe by telling my your name."
This is not good for my emotions

12:25PM
Interesting note: The hot chick doesn't hold my gaze nearly as long as the first girl, and looks at me more infrequently. However, few of the guys she hangs out with look at me as if I'm an unknown threat, though I sit to myself, far enough away from them so they shouldn't care. Plus, I haven't even spoken to the girl, anad I'm sure they've never seen me looking. This happened yesterday as well with a guy who is either her brother, or b/f (he has a similar skin tone so either she just likes exotic guys or they're related). However, they've never done anything intimate so...
Anyways, I watched as 2/6 guys she usually hangs out with at lunch hit on her, with failing results of course. They don't attempt this when the exotic guy is here, but he was missing today. Alpha Male anyone?
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Honestly, I feel bad because I let myself be held back after a year of being top dog. Njord will make amends tomorrow. Plus, the test really didn't go well since she left immediately after class, so we'll see how it goes.

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