Originally Posted by heely

this really sucks for me... i was getting a sandwich at subway and suddenly i look outside and this black kid and like 5 of his friends r just sitting there across the street and the have my bike. so im like "im gonna go beat his ass!" so i get over there and then suddenly everything in me just sais that i gotta give up and not do anything about it while im screaming across the street at this kid. i get over there and he keeps saying if i want my bike i gotta fight for it and........ i just walk away and let him keep it. i dont kno wat the fuck is wrong with me. and this shit happens to me ALL THE TIME. i wake up in the morning hating myself cause this shit happens all the time. im tired of being the one that always backs off during fights and stuff. i feel like a wimpy piece of shit all the time. is there anyway to change my mind set? i always feel like i could fight some one until its actually happening and i feel like its an instinct or something

r some people just born to b stepped on or can i change my situation?