I've kinda been there, I even cut myself a little like a little bitch. It's probably just hormonal bitchery and crap. If you man up it'll go away eventually. Also, keep in mind that you really have no right to bitch; half of the world lives in poverty and would kill to have a life like yours.

Or there is a trigger and you're denying it/aren't telling us.

And for the love of god don't take meds unless you've attempted suicide.

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