So i went to this party and i just wanted to have some fun.
as usual me and some friends were flirting with everything in trousers, lol.

So im flirting with this guy and he puts his arm around me.
next thing i know we're kissing.

It was totally spur of the moment but he showered me with compliments and at the end of the night i thought we should get to know each other better so we could go out.

I got his msn etc and soon we became quite close, in a time space of about a week. He kept asking me out but i refused because i didn't know him well enough.

One day he asked me out and I said yes because i was convinced i had fallen for him.

A few days later i found his personality a little too clingy and annoying and in the end decided to finish with him.

Now i'm ridiculously guilt ridden and i think he hates me (which he has every right to).

I can't stand the fact that he thinks i was mean and horrible.
And the fact that i keep wondering what if would be like if i hadn't have finished with him.