Can't really help you here first thing is probably give up the weed i found i started caring about my grades and less about who i was going to smoke with later. As for the apathy thing I'm the same way =/ I just don't give a dam about anything, I only get good grades because i just happen to do the work at school i really don't care if it gets done my body just sort of starts it w/o me knowing I'd have a 4.0 gpa atm if I ever worked up the motivation to do homework.

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