wow dat sux im really sry, well dan i think its this, you need a man in ur life to kinda replace your biological father, my parents divorced when i was 5 and i kinda got a lil sexual and "got together" with a lot of girls cuz i needed a mother figure but they were my age so it was like sexual. i dont kno if this is making ne sense, if it doesnt il try to clear it up more