Okay while I was doing some paperwork and endlessly refreshing Arg waiting for something interesting to pop up, I started eating my Chinese food that I ordered not so long ago.

General Tsao's Chicken- already finished it
Shrimp fried rice
Beef+broccoli.

Now, I put aside my shrimp friend rice, not even halfway done, because it was getting kind of cold. Not bad, bu still, I just mindlessly set it aside and went straight for the beef broccoli.

It made me feel bad. What does this mean? That I will knowingly sacrifice integrity in a serious relationship for my own primal desires for another?