i usually have to go outside to do that. our house is so noisy that i usually can't hear myself think. which i might actually do that here soon.
and i'm not fat, i'm a stick compared to american society. i just have a really active metabolism.

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Why i continue to try i don't know. i didn't think i could change, but then she came along. and now i'm stuck struggling for the only thing that matters to me now. But she means everything to me, and i refuse to give up until the day comes were i can't go on.