how can I be more talkative? when I wanna say something I run out of words
it's like I forget them...when my friends or friend friends talk to me I'm like ughuh, yea, k...and they seem me as not interesting because I cant carry a conversation with anyone anymore I dont know why should I read more books or something? im just lost...yesterday we were hanging out in my friends backyard, it was just 2 of us we were just sitting there and there was dead silence..my friend was like i saw that guy that we use to work with yesterday, i was like yea? where?, oh by jewel..i was like hmm...and after that we were quiet for another 20 minutes until another friend came and they started talking and I was listening to them...didnt say a word... andrew can talk about anything and make it interesting. he's funny as hell too I dont want to be boring, I wanna be good conversationalist I want my friends want to spend more time with me :\